Inspiration - Slow Burn

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"We developed in the shadows..." Matt Berninger

I'm a great lover of tenacity. It's one of the consistent attributes I see in creatives I love. People who live for their art and, however many times they get knocked back, they just keep on doing what they do because they can't not. In this interview, Matt Berninger, frontman of The National, tells how he went from being a creative director to fronting one of the most inspiring bands I've ever seen live. They have had a long time of wondering if they were ever going to 'make it', rehearsing in a room next to Interpol when they were on the rise. And now, this week, they've played four consecutive (and magnificent) sell out shows in London as part of their UK tour. Tenacity is the key.

The National

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I was lucky enough to sneak a last minute ticket to see The National on the last night of their UK tour this week. I couldn't quite put the experience into words when I left the theatre. I've seen them live several times before and when they perform, it feels like everything is tantalisingly close to falling apart. The drums race and tumble while Matt Berninger paces the stage like a caged animal, a storm of creative energy, his voice rumbling. But just at the exact right moment, everything pulls back together, the music lifts, the guitars kick in and it makes your heart soar. They are one of those bands that feel like your own little secret, like a boyfriend who really gets you, even in a room full of 4,000 people who are all singing along.

Spending Autumn Equinox With Ryan Adams

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Makes me want to be a little stronger, still I see monsters... - Ryan Adams, I See Monsters

I've been thinking a lot about the power of the connection that comes from creativity lately. I spent a lot of my younger years wanting to feel completely free creatively but somehow holding myself back, believing it to be self-indulgent. As time goes by, I realise that expressing yourself creatively actually is far from self-indulgent as it allows people to connect with you, it brings joy and let's you know there is someone who sees things exactly the same way as you. How can you find this connection if you don't show yourself? When you find someone whose art, music, film, photography, words or way of seeing things resonates with you, it's like the world make sense. And all you want to say is thank you.

For me, Ryan Adams is one of those people. I've listened to his music for nearly 20 years and seen him play live nine times. This week's gig fell on the Autumn equinox which felt like perfect timing. Ryan has a way of making you feel like his heart and soul are laid out on the stage. His vocals come from deep inside, his voice resonating in the darkness. It's the purity of the connection he creates that strikes me every time, it's like opening a portal into it being ok to be completely honest about being creative and human. Magical.